I got two weeks off, I long for it for a very very long time.

and when I finally got it, I spent it all playing Lineage II.

it got pretty sick even imo ^^;; all I did for two weeks was waking up, logging in, play, play, play, the only time I wasn’t sitting in front of pc clicking away was when I slept and when I was in bathroom.

I survived.

and that two weeks vacation is now over, time to get back to clarence and general whinging, XD

Been in a funny mood for the past month.

I’ve tried to brush it off and pretend I was ok, but whenever I’m around anyone, I just don’t feel right. I’ve been extremely anti-social, but forced myself to socialise. After the event, I just feel as if I had wasted my time. But I had nothing better to do with my time in the first place and I did enjoy myself by going out, so why is it that when I get back home, everything feels wrong?

I hope it passes. People are starting to mistake it for laziness.

I have stories to write and one to finish as well as a book to make. I should get started, but I’m off to work now, late and on a Sunday.

Some post art, I will post extracts from hidden scripts:

It’s all about that moment, when the decision is made. Those precious seconds. I was going back to help the bastard. Really.

When my legs gave way and I saw the keyring? That’s when I had the power again. I had final judgement.

The fucker had to die.

We’ve been trying to come up with a new cover idea for The Clarence Principle. The original cover got mixed reviews. A little too mixed.

Over the last couple of weeks I’ve been drawn to try the idea to your right there (click for bigger version) which Shari just finished earlier today. Shari said it has like a movie preview feel to it. That’s what I was going for. Trying to get people intrigued by the story before they’ve even touched the book. We like it. What do you guys think?

 
I’ve already gotten two people tell me that it’s not a good idea at all. Another miss?

it’s not here yet, can you believe it ;_;

but I didn’t because…

1. I want RAM at least 512MB, but the only way to get that is to pay 5000 baht more for 512 RAM stick because mac mini has only one slot and the shop won’t buy back the 256 that come with it, that mean I would be left with useless 256 mac RAM that I cannot use anyway, and the price would sky rocketing to 30,000 baht…

2. I want Tiger, but that’s another 5000 baht to pay…

3. I want mac keyboard, and that’s really expensive for just a keyboard.

4. mac mini has only one audio output, which mean I can not use my 5.1 cambridge soundworks…

5. mac mini has only 2 USB port, I need USB port for at lease printer, scanner AND wacom tablet…

6. chances are that my scanner might not work with mac..

7. Lineage II doesnt have mac version.. < -- this isnt really important, I can always keep pc for just playing game..

I wanted it so much, I tried and tried to work it out, but there’s really no way I can buy and use mac effectively unless I have more money ;_; damn me for being such a poor fool..

ps. 1$ ~= 38-40 baht